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russogermany121:
“ torakodragon:
“ I like to think that, after weeks of playing together, it becomes a routine for Stiles to pick all the leaves and dirt out of Derek’s hair; and Derek is so use to it, he just grabs a comic book and waits till Stiles...
russogermany121:
“ torakodragon:
“ I like to think that, after weeks of playing together, it becomes a routine for Stiles to pick all the leaves and dirt out of Derek’s hair; and Derek is so use to it, he just grabs a comic book and waits till Stiles...

russogermany121:

torakodragon:

I like to think that, after weeks of playing together, it becomes a routine for Stiles to pick all the leaves and dirt out of Derek’s hair; and Derek is so use to it, he just grabs a comic book and waits till Stiles is done and ready for his turn.

Even though everyone said that elementary school was filled with wonders and laughter, Stiles would argue that third graders were ruthless.

School was tough for Stiles. Wherever he went in the school, he couldn’t escape the laughter. It wasn’t the happy kind of laughter that all kids enjoy. No, it was the laughter and taunts that were directed at Stiles.

Sure, he had Scott around, but Scott wasn’t always there. If there was a potty break, and Scott had to go, a new person would take Scott’s seat and take as many shots at Stiles as possible. They mocked him for being too small. They mocked him because he’d rather read his awesome fantasy books about werewolves than play football at recess.

It was even worse whenever he had to ride the bus.

Scott didn’t have to ride the bus because his mother would always take him in with her. Stiles mother used to take him in as well, but after she died, Stiles had to start riding the bus. His dad’s work hours were unpredictable, and for a man who is supposed to protect the innocent for a living, his job subjected Stiles to the harsh bullies of the bus.

If it was just other third graders, then Stiles would be fine. However, there were kids on the bus from kindergarten all the way up to eight grade. It was older kids who probably bugged Stiles the most, and it didn’t help that Stiles was so small that he looked like he was in first grade.

That made him an instant target. Once again, size would be Stiles’ downfall, and the fact that he would never argue back made it that much worse. He just sat in silence, trying to ignore the incessant taunting and poking from the other children. It wasn’t like the bus driver would do anything. She probably didn’t even know that there was a Stiles on the bus.

One particular morning, things got a little too intense.

“Well if it isn’t Shrimpy Stilinski!” one boy spoke up. “I’m surprised that you’re still on the bus. I wonder why you haven’t gone crying home to mommy for her help. Oh wait…you have no mommy!“

Stiles sat there in silence, gazing out the window.

"Oh don’t be so rude to Shrimpy Stilinski,” another boy said. “He couldn’t help but just cry at her side while mommy wasted away in the hospital bed.“

Again, silence. This time, there was a struggle to fight back tears.

"Guys, calm down,” came a third, this time coming from someone who was standing right next to him. “With his dad working for the police, who knows how long it will be until Shrimpy Stiles Stilinski becomes an orphan?“

"Alright, that’s enough.”

That’s when he met Derek.

A boy, from the looks of him, an eighth grader, was now up near the front of the bus where the teasing took place. He had a grey t-shirt, black jeans, and a serious scowl on his face. But no matter how intimidating the boy looked, Stiles found himself dumbstruck at something else. He was absolutely fascinated at the fact that someone would stand up for him.

“You all leave this kid alone. You’ve done enough damage here,” the older boy said. As he did, the bullies sat down, one by one. Finally, the older boy took the vacant seat beside Stiles. He place a firm, yet gentle hand on Stiles shoulder. He flinched at the sudden contact, not knowing whether or not this boy would just try to bully him. “Hey, my name’s Derek, what’s yours?“

Derek, huh?

"I…I’m Stiles…” he said slowly and without a single strand of confidence. He fidgeted with his hands out of nervousness while still looking at Derek. Stiles still didn’t know if he could trust him.

“Well Stiles,” Derek spoke up. “Is it okay if I sit here with you? I promise that no one will bug you again. At least, not while I’m here!“

"Okay…thank you,” Stiles replied.

“What grade are you in, Stiles?” Derek asked, a warm smile on his face.

“Third…” Stiles answered again.

“Oh! I have a sister around your age! Her name is Cora,” Derek explained.

On the rest of the way to school, they talked about superheroes and cartoons. Stiles thought that it was pretty awesome that Derek liked Batman too. By the time they arrived at the building, Derek had promised to sit by Stiles every day, and Stiles had a feeling that they would become the best of friends.

For the next few weeks, Stiles would get on the bus and sit with Derek. When he got off in the afternoon, it would be at the Hale house. Stiles, Derek, and Cora would run around and play tag among other things. When the leaves began to fall off the trees, they would rake a big pile and jump in them to their hearts’ content.

One day though, something was different.

As it had been for the last few weeks, it was routine for Stiles to pick all the leaves and dirt out of Derek’s hair. Derek was so used to it, he just grabbed a comic book and waited until Stiles was done and ready for his turn. But while Stiles was picking the leaves out from Derek’s head after they jumped into their biggest pile yet, Derek noticed something.

He noticed Band-Aid on Stiles’ knee, and a fresh looking bruise on his other knee. Sure, Stiles’ face was still rosy and he radiated happiness, it was almost overkill. Stiles finished, and Derek put down his comic.

“My turn!” Stiles said, and he turned around so Derek could pick the leaves out of his hair. That’s when Derek noticed the third bruise, just barely peeking out from underneath the back of Stiles’ red hoodie. Derek gently brushed his thumb over it, and Stiles winced in pain.

Derek felt just as much pain as the boy inside. He spun Stiles round to face him.

“Stiles,” he choked out, his voice cracking and full of concern. “Who did this to you?“

Stiles froze.

"I…I fell,” Stiles replied, the light from his eyes was completely gone. He had used this response to lie to his dad many times and hide the fact that he had been hit. “Could you…not touch it? It still hurts…"

Derek said nothing.

He pulled Stiles close, embracing him softly while whispering into his ear. “It’s okay, I’ve got you,“ Derek kept repeating. “You’re safe now.”

He held Stiles there while the small boy broke down, clutching onto Derek’s shirt and burying his face into Derek’s shoulder to cry. And never once did Derek try to pull away. He just gently rubbed Stiles’ back, and acted as a much needed anchor for the fragile little boy.

Q A Q

russogermany121:
“ torakodragon:
“ Drew something a little different today.
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The rain pelted the large window in a never-ending downpour as the black sky seemed to unleash is contents. The horizon was now blurred by the droplets, and the temperature...
russogermany121:
“ torakodragon:
“ Drew something a little different today.
”
The rain pelted the large window in a never-ending downpour as the black sky seemed to unleash is contents. The horizon was now blurred by the droplets, and the temperature...

russogermany121:

torakodragon:

Drew something a little different today.

The rain pelted the large window in a never-ending downpour as the black sky seemed to unleash is contents. The horizon was now blurred by the droplets, and the temperature dropped a few degrees inside the loft. But none of that mattered. Derek sat in front of the window, gazing out at the storm. His eyes were completely void of light and life alike, and inside he felt absolutely numb. Every year it happened. Every year he felt lifeless and hopeless on this date. Every year it rained as though nature was crying for him in his sorrow.

It was the anniversary of the fire.

Derek angled his head upward, staring skyward as the rain continued to pour. As much as it hurt, as much as he wanted them back, he knew that it was a futile hope. It was pointless to put thought into something that wasn’t even possible. The sobering thoughts drove Derek deeper into thought. It was all his fault. He could have saved them if he had been there.

Tears came to his eyes. They started slowly, but Derek cried, nonetheless. The hot tears streamed down his cheeks, each one falling to the floor as though it were mimicking the rain. He swatted at the first few, but he gave up and let the tears fall. They felt good for him, whether he wanted them or not. Each tear let out a little of the emotions boiling up inside him over the years, taking the pressure away little by little. But his longing was great.

Derek let out a howl. It started out low, but it grew into a long and sorrowful cry out for his loved ones. He called out to the pack that he once belonged to. But the Hale family would not return the call. He paused for a moment, and then started up another howl. The cycle continued until he howled his throat dry and hoarse. He howled until he could no longer do so. The Hale family would not return the call. But, someone would.

“Derek?”

The small, familiar voice snapped Derek back to reality. He turned to locate the source of the sound to find none other than Stiles. Derek knew he had tears in his eyes, but he didn’t try to hide them. He knew that Stiles had lost his mother, so he somewhat knew the pain himself. He somehow knew instinctively that he could trust Stiles.

“Are you okay?” Stiles asked, slowly stepping towards Derek.

Derek turned back towards the window, and looked back up at the sky. His back was to Stiles, and yet he knew that the teenager would not leave. Derek was never okay, but he didn’t want to let Stiles know that. He was always hurting inside with the burden of keeping the teenagers alive, and the weight of his family’s death on his shoulders. He tried to change the topic.

“How did you find me, Stiles?”

“I heard you howling,” Stiles quickly replied.

“How did you know it was me?” Derek shot back, curious as to if it was just by luck that Stiles had found him.

“Your howl is different from everyone else’s,” Stiles explained. “Theirs are harsh and ferocious, as if they’re trying to prove something.”

Derek glared hard, half out of curiosity, and half out of anger over whether or not he’d been insulted. “And my howl?”

“Yours is a strong howl, but it’s hurt. It’s louder than the rest, as if you’re trying to reach someone else.” Stiles sat down next to Derek, and cautiously put his arm around Derek’s waist, pulling him in for a reassuring hug. “I know it’s today. I saw the police record.”

“I just…” Derek’s voice broke, and the tears started up again. He could no longer hold it in. He turned to Stiles and returned the hug, buying his face into Stiles’ chest as the tears came out.

“I know,” Stiles reassured patting his back and stroking Derek’s head. “Just let it out. I’m here for you.”

And there they sat for the remainder of the day. When Derek had stopped crying, he rested his head in Stiles’ lap, and Stiles continued to stroke Derek’s head, brushing some hair behind his ears, and rubbing his thumb across Derek’s temples to keep him calm.

When asked to stay the night, Stiles agreed. He held onto Derek through the night, keeping away the nightmares, and keeping his sourwolf safe from harm.

CAN U NOT

(OMG FEELS)

russogermany121:
“torakodragon:
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((I’m gonna try a torako pic fic))
The crisp autumn air swirled around Derek and Sties, constantly nipping at their noses as they continued their walk. God, Stiles had been a total idiot. Why the hell hadn’t he...
russogermany121:
“torakodragon:
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((I’m gonna try a torako pic fic))
The crisp autumn air swirled around Derek and Sties, constantly nipping at their noses as they continued their walk. God, Stiles had been a total idiot. Why the hell hadn’t he...

russogermany121:

torakodragon:

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((I’m gonna try a torako pic fic))

The crisp autumn air swirled around Derek and Sties, constantly nipping at their noses as they continued their walk. God, Stiles had been a total idiot. Why the hell hadn’t he decided to wear a jacket? The fact that he was wearing his short-sleeve Batman t-shirt made it worse, as the wind easily froze his exposed skin. Derek, decked out in all black was fine as usual. He was smart and actually decided to dress weather appropriate. Damn him…Stiles was even the one who suggested the walk, so why did he fail miserably when it came to grabbing a jacket?

Stupid ADHD. Always gets in the way.

The continued their stroll, and Stiles tried to strike up a conversation with the stonewall that was Derek Hale. Stiles didn’t mind though. He had a knack for carrying one-sided conversations. Hell, sometimes Stiles and Scott would just talk at each other instead of listening, so Stiles was comfortable with just talking at Derek. While he wished he would respond he was comfortable with just filling the silent space between them.

“So I had to get my jeep fixed again,” Stiles rambled on. “It kind of took a beating from our last escapade against the supernatural. You know, I wonder if I should be worried about any other creatures of the night tearing out my engine. Like what else is out there? Vampires? Zombies? Vampire zombies? Or would it be zombie vampires?”

Stiles sneezed unexpectedly.

“Or pneumonia,” Derek added to the end of Stiles’ list. “Stop for a second.”

“Oh…okay,” Stiles said, a little downtrodden. “Did I do something wro-“

He was cut of by the feeling of overwhelming warmth enveloping his slightly thinner than normal body. A quick brush of skin on skin contact when Derek’s finger ghosted across Stiles’ neck had him biting back a gasp. Was this really happening to him? To Stiles, of all people? He put his arms in each  the individual sleeves, attempting to fit into the massive jacket. He wasn’t quite big enough to fill it out, so it hung down more than it would on Derek. Still, the leather jacket was filled with Derek’s scent, and the heat still contained within the jacket was more than enough to keep Stiles warm.

Of all of the clichés in all of the world, this one was now his all-time favorite.

Derek quickly crossed his arms, and turned around to continue the walk. While Stiles was grateful, he was worried now that Derek would be too cold. Stiles ran a few steps to catch up to Derek, and he tugged at the sleeve on Derek’s black shirt. The alpha turned around to face the smaller teen, awaiting his question or his incessant speech.

“Will you be okay?” Stiles asked, with more concern than usual. “Don’t you think it’s cold?”

“I’m a werewolf,” Derek sighed. “I have more than enough body heat to keep me warm. You on the other hand, you need all the help you can get. Besides, giving my jacket to my mate doesn’t seem unnatural, does it?”

“No,” Stiles replied, face flushed completely crimson. “I guess not.”

Derek turned to continue the walk again, but Stiles had another idea. He circled his small arms around Derek’s waist, and pulled Derek into a gentle hug, their bodies fit perfectly against one another. Hesitantly, Stiles placed a soft kiss on the back of Derek’s neck before pulling away.

“Thank you sourwolf,” Stiles said lovingly, enjoying the sight of Derek’s ears growing bright red. The smaller teen stepped right up to Derek’s side and offered up his had, which was soon taken by another. With fingers intertwined, they walked down the leaf-covered street.

Maybe it wasn’t so bad out after all.